HIS PROMISE!
A month ago, I was able to receive the much-awaited diploma,
after years of waiting.
Sleepless nights confused and troubled heart has been going
through in the past months.
It is true that when you are in pain, you gain more
confidence to do the things you need to focus on.
It all started a year ago when I was
disappointed in a certain group of people. Sometimes when you treat them like a
family, they will not respond as you expected. And the heartache became the
motivation to pursue the last requirement I need to do, which is a thesis
paper.
I focused my attention on the
paper. After almost 10th attempts to revise of paper for the proposal,
God listened. I have just surrendered my paper in His name. I was able to have
my proposal last December 2021. It was the best Christmas gift ever. However,
challenges happened to the family, which destructed my attention. Despite this,
He sustains and gives strength to overcome. I was able to submit the revised
paper.
While preparing for the final paper,
I was challenged and oppressed at the same time. My personal timeline is no
longer aligned. I have just held on to God’s given talent, treasure, and
strength. Hold and behold I was able to submit my final manuscript to the
college and scheduled my final defense 2 weeks after.
Over that weekend, before the
final defense, He allowed me to be with nature, be with friends, relax, and
enjoy the moment. When I realized that I am not aligned with my timeline, the
Lord did his way in aligning it according to His will.
On the day of the final defense, I
have with me my prayer warriors who supported me since the beginning. After the
defense, there were challenges again. There were major revisions that needed to
be addressed, with a little time. The challenge at the beginning of almost 10
attempts of revisions for the proposal became my stand for the revision, ika nga
“nasanay na”. During those times, I need to attend to my obligations at work
and need to do the revisions at the same time. Sleepless nights indeed. After
all, I was able to submit the paper on time with the help and guidance also of
my adviser.
After the challenges, I was enlisted
as a graduating student for the academic year 2021-2022. It was a long journey
after all, but He never fail to fulfill His promises. I was able to give pride
and honor to my parents. They were able to experience attending a graduation
ceremony in PICC. The title is always a wonderful gift for the people who loved
us the most, and they are our dear beloved parents.
Now, I am a full-time staff nurse and a part-time Clinical
Instructor.
Remember failures, feeling down and broken is His way of building
us to be stronger.
He never fails, He never delays, and He is always on time.
Just trust the process.
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