HE IS RISEN

Acknowledging that u r in pain, u r broken, u r a sinner, u r confused, and together of all the countless wrong actions done into ur lives, can provide  a different story and new beginning, once we surrender to the Lord!

Have u tried to be all out? To be all out as a son/ daughter to your parents? To be all out to your work? To be all out to your other ministry like service for the Lord? How is it?.

Is it good right? The feeling of being anew is there, the feeling of being a good role model is there, the feeling of being loved is there, and other kind of mixed feelings!!

On the other hand, have u tried to be all out in a sense of crying out loud, verbalizing all ur thoughts that is subconciously hidden at the back of your mind?  how about stating and sharing it with the Lord vividly on a detailed manner?

How is it? or havent tried it yet?

Today, i have just tried to verbalize my thoughts! and other thoughts that subconciously bothering in my head...

I stated in one by one.
All of the emotions has been exalted.

And after reminiscing all of the bad times, the Lord allowed me to rest in His loving arms.
He allowed me to embrace to be able to be recharged again. He allowed me to pause at least an hour. And that one hour, he provided comfort and love.

Truly the Lord is alive and risen!
He will make a way in order for us to see a new beginning that we could be able  to cherish more. A beginning that will give us full of hope and love.

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My reflection during this time of passion of christ are the following:

1. The catholic church always reminded us every year the passion of our dear Lord to us.  And every year, it is the same story of how they deliver it. But the Lord, put different stories in our own perspective. He knocked into our hearts to be able us to listen His loving mercy for us.

2. He always wanted to pattern our hearts according to his own which is to be loving, to be humble and to be merciful. I saw Jesus humility through the period of washing of the feet. He loved us without asking for any return. His merciful acts is present the whole time.


hold your breath, it is getting intimate..

3. Jesus falls while carrying the cross. It is a good reminder that even Him, know and understand our own emotions while we are carrying our crosses in life. And Jesus reminded us that, "my child, it is okay when u experience fall. It is okay when u feel that everything is getting harder and bigger. Just remember I already conquered it for you. Always look ahead for a brighter tom, because I am there! Remember I am risen, just for you". This is an amazing message of the Lord for me. And He added "I will send people that could help you to carry the cross when it is getting harder". A promise that gives us hope! Praise the Lord for this!

4. In every darkness, remember there will always be a lightness. He is waiting for you in the end of the line!

5. When you feel that you are broken, always remember that brokenness can be filled up by Love. Go to Him and to His home(church), because He is always there, ready to listen and give you a hug. Go to ur home, because your family is my precious gift for you, so that when a personal touch is much needed they are always there for u to give you a hug. Go to ur friends and community if u have, they are my other disciples that can give u support and pray with you if necessary. "Dont be blind my child, i have given u much that u r needed. Just allow ur heart to see those special gifts for you". (this is the breaking point of Gods love! )


For all of this, I could only say,
The Lord is Risen!
Let us rejoice and be glad on it!

Shout it out, because He is present all the time!

To the God be all the Glory!!