A Love Letter From Heaven

But  because I needed to recover too soon because of work obligations I processed it too fast. Until yesterday, I have realized that I didn't journeyed it well. I wanted to listen  to His small voice, which turn my supposed to be first day of vacation into a meaningful reflective mode.

While surrendering my emotions to the Lord, and listening to the birds, and breeze of the wind, I seek His presence. I prayed hard to be able to listen to His voice and be in His world.  I paused for awhile and listened intently. Until my heart invaded and was able to hear His message.

A love letter from heaven goes like this:


Roda,

I loved you so much that's why I provided all the things that you will be needed. I provided your resources. I sent holy spirit to your immediate heads, so that they will allow you to have a long vacation leave.

But because I loved you, I don't want to put you in a situation that will cause you danger.

Because I loved you, I loved your parents as well. I wanted you to give your time and energy to them. Spend this valentine's season with your parents. You were spending your valentine's time with your co-  missionaries and with me for almost 7 years now. Now, I want you to spend it with your parents. I also want to protect your parents, especially your father which may cause him too much stress into his body because of the respiratory problem that might add to his condition. Just look on the mortality rate, extreme ages is the top concern of this virus. I love you that's why I want to protect your family too.

Because I love you, I love your work. Your absence may can cause compromise into the workplace and to your workmates. Because of the possible quarantine that may put into you, it will cause additional burden to your paper/ thesis. Because of that your paper will put into delay because you cannot go out to process and do research. Because I loved your passion to your profession, I protect you.

Because I loved you, I dont want my princess to put in danger. I loved my princess so much, and I want to protect your heart. Let me do my ways for you. Because you are my beloved princess, I want to protect you.

Because I loved you, and you are one of the greatest manifestation of my love. I needed to protect you because you are my frontliner in this mission. I wanted to protect you with all my heart, mind, soul, and spirit like what you always did for my sake.

Roda, remember this, I loved your plans for me. I loved the way, how you shown your passion for this mission, but as you take your ways always remember I am with you always. And if redirection happens, bear in mind that I just wanted to protect you because that is my way to show my love for you.

Your loving friend, father,
God