THE LOVING GRACE OF THE LORD

Lord, I just moved on.

I just moved on, in my past heartaches without entering into a relationship. A one-way relationship, and it sounds funny? Definitely YEs

It is so weird, but it is. I just loved a man from a far. So it is, a kind of love story that I have had for the past years.

Until I met another man, hoping and praying that He might be the one that the Lord want me to be with. After years of having a good conversation and getting along with this guy, I just woke up one day, and realizing why I am continuing to love him from a far without any emotions in return. I need to stop it, because it will be unfair for myself. I need to love myself first, more than anything. If you know how to love yourself first, you will know how to love others. And the decision is clear which is moving again for the second or should I say for the nth time around.

But as I am contemplating today, while writing this. I just have realized how the Lord loved us. How he offered His son for every one of us. This unconditional love of the Lord is amazing, and continuously mesmerizing me as of the moment. He just loved us, without waiting for any in return. He loved us because He just LOVE us. What a compassion isn’t? As I enter in the season of Lent, may I always see the Loving grace of the Lord AT ALL TIMES. May I always see His love despite of personal heartaches that I may going through. It is hard, but the CROSS may remind me that HE CONQUERED all. And I can do all things through HIM who STRENGTHENS ME.